Thanksgiving

This holiday season is so bitter sweet for me. It is the first with my precious baby Killian and the first without my mommy. I have been so depressed thinking about what im going to do for Thanksgiving and Christmas without her. I have decided that I am not going to mope around. I am going to remember what I  have to be thankful for.


I am THANKFUL...

• for ny Forever Friends in my life, Tracie, Ashley, Sasha, Beka, Jacinda, Jaime, Katie. We may all be busy with our kids or carrers and our crazy lifes, but I love you girls more than you will ever know.
• for my husband who supports me as struggle to get everything done that I need to get done.(It is not easy to be a  full time mom, teacher and student, I could never do it alone.)
• for my BEAUTIFUL baby boys. (They are my JOY.)
• that one of my kids looks just like me and the other looks just like Ricky.
• that both of my boys are snuggle bugs.
• that I had the best mom in the word for 25 years.
• that there is a heaven so I know I will get to see my mom again some day.
• to have a job I love with great co-workers.
• for my amazing sister-n-law who loves my boys like they are her own.
• for my dad. He is trying to hard to do the things that he knows my mom would have wanted him to do.
• My brother, the gentle giant.
• My Aunts and Uncles.
• that we finally own a house and it is big enough for all of stuff.
• that my sweet Killian is healthy and happy.
• for books. I love to read.
• for the world of the Lord. When I don't know what to do I can always find an answer in the Bible.
• for Leo and Killian. (Did I already mention that?)
• for second chances.